Walking, stumbling on these shadowfeet

towards home, a land that i've never seen

I am changing; less and less asleep

made of different stuff than when i began

And I've sensed it all along

fast approaching is the day

[CHORUS:]

when the world has fallen out from under me

I'll be found in You, still standing

When the sky rolls up and the mountains fall on their knees

when time and space are through

I'll be found in You

There's distraction buzzing in my head

saying in the shadows it's easier to stay

but I've heard rumours of true reality

whispers of a well-lit way

[CHORUS]

You make all things new

[CHORUS 2:]

When the world has fallen out from under me

I'll be found in You, still standing

Every fear and accusation under my feet

when time and space are through

I'll be found in You

Sometimes I feel like giving up

It seems like my best just ain't good enough

Lord if you hear me, I'm calling you

Do you see, do you care all about what I'm going through

And then he says, one more day, one more step

See I'm preparing you for myself

And when you can't hear my voice, please trust my plan

I'm the Lord, I see and yes I understand

But sometimes I feel like I'm all alone

I'm just like a stranger so far from home

I feel like I've done all that I can do

Please Lord give me strength, I'm just trying to make it through

That's when he told me one more day, one more step

See I'm preparing you for myself

And if you can't hear my voice, please trust my plan

I'm the Lord I see you and yes I understand

He knows how much we can bear

And in the time of trouble he promised he would always be there

I understand

The Lord is telling you yes I understand

I am the Lord I see you and yes I understand

I am the Lord I changeth not

I won't forget nor have I forgot

You see every thing works according to my plan

I am God, trust me, I got the whole world in my hand

One more day, one more step

I'm preparing you all for myself

And you can't hear me speaking, just trust my plan

I'm the Lord I see you and yes I understand

I'm the Lord I see and yes I understand

I am the Lord I see what you're going through

Every problem, every trial, every burden, every situation

I understand, I won't leave you

I understand, understand, understand

hello there :))
sekilas info ni, lagu ini pertama aku dapetin saat aku buka website-nya agnes monica :) yaa, salah satu postnya yg tergolong curcol mengungkap satu sisi agnes yg super WAH (at least dimataku) ternyata tetaplah satu manusia biasa yg kadang juga nyaris menyerah. dan lagu inilah yg berhasil menguatkan dia..

dan memang menguatkan..

kadang, bahkan mungkin seringkali kita capek, kita merasa apa yg kita lakuin sia-sia, dan bahkan parahnya, kita juga merasa kita sendirian.. tapi percayalah Dia sungguh mengerti.. saat nyarus menyerah bayangkan Dia tersenyum dan berkata 'one more step, just one more step'.. :') tetaplah melangkah seberat apapun itu, walaupun hanya satu langkah tetaplah MELANGKAH.. jangan berhenti ! :))

Faces of Childhood cancer

In Christ alone, my hope is found

He is my light, my strength, my song

This cornerstone, this solid ground

Firm through the fiercest drought and storm

What heights of love, what depths of peace

When fears are stilled, when strivings cease

My comforter, my all-in-all

Here in the love of Christ I stand

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/owl-city-in-christ-alone-lyrics.html ]

There in the ground His body lay

Light of the world by darkness slain

Then bursting forth in glorious day

Up from the grave He rose again

And as He stands in victory

Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me

For I am His and He is mine

Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death

This is the power of Christ in me

From life's first cry to final breath

Jesus commands my destiny

No power of hell, no scheme of man

Can ever pluck me from His hand

Till He returns or calls me home

Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Till He returns or calls me home

Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ You today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray
I know I don’t need this pen
But everybody likes to get 
A letter now and then
I’m sorry for not writin’ more


Chorus:
‘Cause I need you
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as You
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there
So how ya been?
I’m alright but I can’t lie,
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in
You’re all I’ve got


Dear Mr. God,
Sometimes I wish
You lived next door
So over coffee You could tell me
What You started all this for
I guess you saw
That sunrise yesterday
Thanks for the reminder 
That You’re never gone away
It gives me hope
Telling You what You already know


I need you 
But it’s hard to see
Why anyone as big as you
Needs anything from me
You know You’re there 
So how’ve You Been?
I’m all right but I can’t lie
Sometimes I feel like givin’ in


Dear Mr. God,
Tell me do You ever cry
When we forget to thank You
For the good things in our lives?
I know I can’t always understand
Why You do the things You do 
But I know in the end
I’ll make it through
If I stand next to You
So here I am


Dear Mr. God,
I’m writin’ you today
Because it seems like lately 
I’ve forgotten how to pray

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am hopeful, I'm waiting on You Lord

Though it is painful, but patiently I will wait

And I will move ahead bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

I'll be running the race even while I wait

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am peaceful, I'm waiting on You Lord

Though it's not easy no, but faithfully I will wait

Yes, I will wait

And I will move ahead bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

I'll be running the race even while I wait

I will move ahead bold and confident

I'll be taking every step in obedience, yeah

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

And I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting on You Lord

:) so, let re-thinking.. what will we do while we waiting on Him ? :')

list judul film yg pernah aku tonton :D *mencoba mengingat-ingat :p

1. the Devil wears Prada
2. 27 dresses
3. Sidney White
4. Another Cinderella
5. Ella Enchanted
6. 13-30
7. 17 again
8. from Prada to Nada
9. When in Rome
10. Letters to Juliet
11. Valentine's Day
12. New Years Eve
13. Seven Pound
14. the Blind Side
15. Blind Dating
16. Princess Ice
17. The Tourist
18. Source Code
19. My Name is Khan
20. 16 Wishes
21. Twilight Saga
22. Transformer
23. Kungfu Kids
24. the Other Side of Heaven
25. Fireproof
26. Flywheel
27. Facing the Giant
28. Letter to God
29. my sister Keeper
30. Bride Wars
31. Source Code
32. the Last Song
33. the Notebook
34. what your Number
35. the Secret
36. a Moment to Remember
37. a Walk to Remember
38. Crazy Little thing Called LOVE
39. Shuckseed
40. Sad Movie
41. Grows Up
42. Bed Times Story
43. Mr. Deed
44. unstoppable
45. Johny English
46. Julie n Julia
47. up in the Air
48. my Little Bride
49. Beautiful Mind
50. Miracle of Giving Fool
51. the Holiday
52. Just Like Heaven
53. the Lake House
54. 500 days of Summer
55. UP
56. descipable Me
57. Megamind
58. Shrek
59. Troy
60. How to Train Your Dragon
61. Spy Kids
62. ice Age Meltdown
63. Madagascar
64. Happy Feet 1
65. Alvin n Chipmunk
66. Sherlock Homes
67. Harry Potter
68. Secret Garden
69. 49days
70. Mary is Out the Night
71. oh My Lady
72. My princess
73. Protect the Boss
74. Punk in Love
75. Cinta Dua Hati
76. 30harh mencari Cinta
77. Lost in Love
78. Eiffel i'm in Love
79. Love in Perth
80. Hello Stranger
81. My Heart
82. p.s I Love You
83. Killers
84. Black Swan
85. Charlie n Chocolate Factory
86. Red Riding Hood
87. Narnia
88. Legends of Guardian: the Owls of Ga'Hoole
89. Home Alone
90. Camp Rock
91. High School Musical
92. Baby n Me
93. Beauty n the Beast
94. 3 idiots
95. 100days with Mr. Arrogant
96. August Rush
97. Dr. Doolittle
98. Father
99. Forest Gump
100. Get Smart
101. From Paris with Love
102. Good Luck Chuck
103. Hotel
104. Love Phobia
105. Meet Dave
106. my Boy type B
107. Notting Hill
108. My Sassy Girl
109. Petualangan sherina
110. The Classic
111. Superstar
112. The Miracle Worker
113. the Proposal
114. The Pacifier
115. The Social Network
116. Tinker Bell
117. the spy Next door
118. Windstruck
119. Tintin
120. Alice in Wonderland
121. Mr and Mrs Smith
122. Toy Story 3
123. Hello Ghost
124. Beastly
125. book of Eli
126. legally blonde
127. mr. Popper Penguins
128. Bad teacher
129. something borrowed
130. Penelope
131. Ice Age continental drift
132. Chronicle of Narnia
133. Hobbit
134. Hulk
135. Iron Man
136. Skyfall
137. Speed Scandal
138. Happy Feed 2
139. Gie
140. wedding daze
141. Daddy Day Care
142. The day after tomorrow
143. Transformer 1
144. Transformer 2
145. Transformer 3
145. Wreck-it Ralph
146. life of Pi
147. fast and furious
148. the Avenger
149. Brave
150. Freedom Writer
151. The Help
152. Laskar pelangi
153. Habibi dan Ainun
154. test-Pack
155. Get Married 1
156. Get Married 2
157. kawin kontrak
158. Insidious 1
159. Sang Pencerah
160. street dance
161. we are family
162.

somehow, my holiday is identically with DVD-time :))

oke, in a  day I enjoy three movies.. and without a serious plan -you san say it accidentally- I learn a lot about TIME..

first is Shrek movie, I do not know for sure what the title says.

This film revolves around Shrek who regret the situation which now and try playing time, giving his one regret-day to someone who turns out to be his enemy .. and finally he found none that are appropriate to the day we drop .. all of which are precious moments ..

next, it's a source code. it such a serious-complicated movie. about two time-theory.. the point from this film is when you get a chance to back to your past, it never change anything, not your future too. the only thing you can do is you learn every detail from it and always be better you in your next-time :)

and the last one is, SPY kids-all the time in the world..

hmm.. not much I can say .. I just gave a quote that I hope can make you realise, time with your beloved people around you is a wonderful blessing, and stay remember maybe our time with them beloved could be so short, so always thankful for every single minute with them :)

quote.. 

spy kids: you can't actually travel through time. time stays the same

wilbor wilson : i'm not gonna wait until i have enough time for us to spend together, from now on, we'ew gonna make a time

5 hari EE University Clinic selesai :)
kalo inget. aku sempet cerita tentang betapa bersyukurnya aku bisa satu sie sama Arlan..
dan sekarang, tentang Adit.. ketua panitia..

selain tentang EE ini, aku hanya sekedar kenal dia..

selama kepanitiaan terus membayangkan betapa ribetnya jadi ketua di sebuah acara yg lintas universitas, dengan kebutuhan dana yg begitu besar dan banyak hal lain..
tapi disini, komitmennya yg kuat begitu terlihat..
yaa terberkati dengan kesungguhannya melayani Tuhan :) dan terberkati juga dengan caranya merespon segala sesuatu tanpa kepanikan.. dan pastinya caranya berinteraksi dengan adik bimbingnya :)

berbeda dengan Arlan (satu sie acara), pak ketu kami ini cenderung diam dan kalo bikin becanda bisa jayus -,- haha pembawaannya kalem..
tapi, pastinya.. bersyukur atas pelayanan ini ^^

A wise man once sat in the audience & cracked a joke. 

All laughed like crazy. After a moment he cracked the same joke again and a little less people laughed this time. 

He cracked the same joke again & again, when there was no laughter in the crowd, 

he smiled and said,

“When u can’t laugh on the same joke again & again, then why do u keep crying over the same thing over and over again”

tulisan ini aku mulai dengan copas status FB seseorang :)

yaa, sangat masuk akal. dan sepenuhnya setuju, kenapa kita harus terus-terusan sedih tentang satu hal yang sama hingga berulang-ulang.

but it's not the point..

ada kalanya kesedihan kita bukan tentang kita tidak mendapat apa yg kita inginkan, kadang hanya karena kita terlalu menyesali sesuatu yg baik tidak bisa berlanjut lagi.. dan biasanya karena alasan yg sepele, kita merasa tidak dimengerti :(

ya rasanya kita pernah menaruh perasaan ke sahabat kita, yg mungkin berbeda adalah memang tidak semua akhirnya berujung pada sebuah pengakuan..

setelah sekian lama tidak bertemu, dan akhirnya berhari-hari harus ada dalam suatu kegiatan yg sama, pasti menuntut sebuah kesiapan hati yg cukup mantab..

pertama, saat melihat dia becanda dengan temen2nya dan aku-pun demikian tanpa sekalipun kami bisa saling menyapa.. tragedi itu benar-benar patut untuk disesalkan. mengubah hubungan baik menjadi suatu perkenalan yg tidak menyenangkan :( dan akhirnya kita mendapati diri kita terus berandai-andai jika 'aku' dan 'dia' tidak harus terjebak tentang hal 'itu' mungkin sampai sekarang semua akan baik-baik saja..

kedua, menyedihkan dan mungkin cukup layak dikatakan menyakitkan adalah ketika kita mengharapkan seseorang yg mengerti posisi antara 'aku' dan 'dia' ini dapat memposisikan dirinya dengan bijak.. aku misalnya, aku mengenalkan 'dia' ke sahabat cewekku, dan ketika aku dan 'dia' mengalami banyak pergumulan perasaan, aku ceritakan ke sahabatku ini BUKAN karena aku memang ingin  menceritakannya namun karena dia selalu ingin tahu tentang aku dan 'dia' :( dan beberapa hari ini dengan sengaja dan tanpa perasaan diDEPAN mataku, sahabatku ini dan dia terus menunjukkan keakraban berdua :'(

yaa, ini bagian yg paling menyakitkan.. hanya berharap ada yg mau SEDIKIT saja mengerti :'( harus diakui ya, lebih mengenaskan merasa disakiti oleh orang yg dekat dgn kita, yg tau benar-benar posisi kita, dan yg melakukannya tanpa rasa bersalah..

jadi what should we do?

pertanyaan klasik yg harus terjawab..

kedewasaan menentukan..

mungkin cara terbaik meresponi hal ini adalah berdamai lebih dahulu dengan hati kita.. dan setelahnya baru mulai memikirkan untuk mengatakan hal yg sejujurnya ke sahabat kita itu..

dan perasaan kita terhadap orang tersebut? berusahalah.. sekeras apapun itu, jaga hati untuk tetap terhindar dari sebuah kemarahan apalagi kebencian..